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Anger perhaps best kept to myself… Can god help me?

I have a primary care ‘doctor’ as required by my insurance and as most people do. My psychiatrist simply wrote me off as schizophrenic-affective- disorder Even though I do not present with several of the qualifiers in the dsm4 because … Continue reading

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Timothytrespas: THANK THE LORD! LOST AND SUFFERING. HONESTLY STRUGGLING.

Timothytrespas: THANK THE LORD! LOST AND SUFFERING. HONESTLY STRUGGLING. my attempt at honest (although biased) self assessment and explanations. I am struggling with my understanding of, relationship with the LORD GOD my FATHER and CREATOR. Clearly I have a lot to learn. I pray. I pray for others. I pray for forgiveness of my sins. I try to honestly change my self my thoughts and actions and intentions. I struggle with fear and anxiety and anger and frustration…. Continue reading

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Thoughts + Actions = Reality? a look at programming a new reality through social control, LSD like hypnotic drugs, genetic manipulation, DEEP MIND CONTROL PROGRAMMING for everyone!

HEY! Don’t get your panties in a bunch! Keep making your art expressions of reality! Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain. Everyone needs to express themselves and people need to learn the things we KNOW! I would … Continue reading

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Dear Mom & Dad: We are still suffering greatly under the mind control testing and the morgellons and all…

At holiday time each year we email my parents. This year (2012/13) this is what I had to write: We are still suffering greatly under the mind control testing and the morgellons and all. But not as badly as some … Continue reading

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