No summery of someone’s life does justice to the facts but here we try to get a drop if background so you may glimps my intent
Just so you know, I am 48 years old.
I have discovered I have been used as a human subject in a life long program of trauma based mind control, covert drugging, hypnotic programming, and recently, infection with mites and morgellons disease as well as Lyme disease
I have brain damage from being born with my umbilical cord in a knot, from whatever was done to me during 5 months of foster care, a week if missing time at age 4, over 20 years of drug addiction ((“due to hypnotic induction and trauma programming whip under powerful sodium pentathol. I was programmed using powerful drugs and techniques to be an addict and anti social person, then via a series of tricks and traps I fell rite into I was thrown out of school and labeled by experts forever tainted and trying to stop the pain and get away from the people interfering in my life) and treatment with methadone, an opioid replacement and blocking medication, several strokes I had when exposed to morgellons, toxins, electromagnetics, remote neural monitoring, gangstalking, torture, covert drugging with ultra high dose LSD for more than a year(along with other unknown drugs given covertly) electrocution, exotic genetically modified life forms (mites chiggers bedbugs etc anything that can transfer RNA viral material or that rewrites genetic code as mine was tampered with to enable the synthetic biology the nanotechnology and no the time release murder weapon, a spirochete like Lyme disease like creature that lives in your every cell
Mine refract/diffract light and microwaves at various frequencies yielding a unique rf fingerprint as well as biologically implanted quantum for transducers that respond to rf energy beaned at me and allow a full duplex link up between my brain and some control station somewhere
The technology allows monitoring of my senses, sight hearing taste smell feel as well as. access to my thoughts and also allow a subliminal control input for hypnotic mind control as well as a high power level ringing in my head that can be used to torture and kill causing pain and vomiting and eventually death
The things living inside me are eating or destroying the fat cologne and muscle in my face and body
The mites live inside under my skin and create tunnels the travel in shit mate have babies and toxicity me
They only appear to bite Petra and I not the others we live with nor are we able to kill them entirely
I am covered with them
I have black things in every cell
I am sick, dying, forced to live again and again, anytime Petra and I get a few dollars in the bank or begin to try to better out health or our selves, someone comes and breaks in and deposits more gmo targeted life forms
They multiply by millions seemingly overnight jump and climb and bite every inch of your body mostly eyes mouth neck face chest legs any exposed area leaving dark brown to black scars and skin leathers and falls of with lesions scabs and the pain of a 3rd degree burn
Each bite causes fever and sickness and possibly contains more Lyme and morgellons and other parasitic creatures designed to destroy the body via natural causes over time
A horrible way to go
Headache body aches
These are impossible to clean and we end up sick broke and exhausted looking insane and. Aged 20 years in a month
So with all this going on( my family still thinks that all the problems I have MUST be my fault and claim to have no idea about what is happening to me and Petra nor do the want to talk about it
The hang up
Don’t want to know)
Landlord telling us to move out
Petra screening at me to ‘call my Freemason family and get some contribution out of them because I have been carrying us for 7 years and I need help!”
(Note targeted individuals have the ability to make money destroyed I lost 2 businesses and several jobs befor I realized I was being blacklisted) benifits are also messed with as is health care housing health relationships everything)
So I wrote my family.
They live on cape cod Massachusetts in a nice condo community
They sold there house for 1/2 million paid off mortgage and sold uncles house when he died and my fathers sistersister sister left him money when she passed
I can’t say because they never reveal it but I would guess approx 1-3 hundred thousand put into an anuity that paid over time plus small investments
Granted condo maintenance is 1000-1500 mont
I was only looking for a few hundred dollars to help us move
A months rent possibly at $550-600
So here is the letter I wrote:
Thank you for reading this email
I hope this message finds you happy and well.
I apologize for not replying to your earlier email
I have been doing my best to deal with the exceedingly difficult situation we find ourselves living through.
Because of my physical health, the trauma experienced, and our apparent inability to retain stable housing( not entirely our fault), my emotional self has been twisted about and at times I find it difficult to see the good through all the pain, anxiety, fear, etc.
Without going into great detail, as you have stated that this is just too much for you to bear, I will try to express my self clearly and succinctly without too much accompanying emotion baggage.
Please. We need assistance desperately.
We are slowly working to find and apply for assistance with and/or information about programs that help provide supportive housing.
A changing political outlook here in ny appears to be dealing with housing and more programs are starting.
I have a possible lead on a program that may help us apply for and hopefully obtain, some sort of affordable supportive housing, but as you well know, there are many barriers and hurdles that must be correctly navigated to qualify and there is always a waiting period to obtain services once a program is found.
First, let me state clearly and honestly, I am not using any medications or drugs that are not prescribed by my doctors.
You stated in the past that if this were true I would proudly announce it.
I have little pride these days about much, but bi weekly testing at my program confirms my statement.
I am attempting to navigate a system that has seemed recently to actively deny me assistance. (Who knows…)
Regardless, I require health care, dental care, mental health care, financial assistance, and clean safe affordable housing desperately because of my health issues.
I have been trying to find doctors that will take my condition and story seriously enough to actually diagnose and help me.
As my health rapidly declines and damage is becoming apparent I am beginning to get some help however a comprehensive exam is required.
I have tentatively scheduled to be admitted to NYU hospital for EEG seizure monitoring, neurological testing, and other health testing, but with our housing crisis I have put it off twice simply because Petra can not deal with everything herself as she had been exposed to the same things as me and is also doing poorly and stressed beyond her limits.
I know that you have no obligation to help me, nor to even care about our troubles.
I can only ask and hope and pray that you will consider our situation desperate and possibly find reason in your hearts to assist us in our attempt to survive.
Petra has been basically my sole support through these years of insanity and she is tired and sick and stressed and I am afraid that if we can not obtain safe clean housing at least until we can work out supportive housing ( can take several months-we have started the process) I may loose her.
Because of everything we have been and are again being exposed to and forced to endure, We are not in good health
Without going into details, we have been forced to spend our meager savings battling a renewed infestation if biting microscopic creatures, possibly mites.
The pain and suffer caused is horrible
We need to move from here ASAP
We are looking for a room but we do not have enough to put our belongings in storage, nor pay a security deposit nor realtors fee nor pay the movers.
We can not even plan what the best course of action should be because we need help to accomplish much.
Thankfully, there is a dr who referred me to a friend who may have a room for us in the Bronx.
We are also looking here in Bushwick and around Brooklyn.
I am doing everything possible to the best of my ability to obtain long term affordable housing Medical care for my illness/ condition and supportive mental health and social worker case management and assistance applying for and obtaining disability.
The neuro cognitive deficits I have developed prioritizing and memory make functioning normally difficult.
I know that you live on a limited budget and I do not wish to cause difficulty for you in any way.
I honestly have no one else to turn to for assistance.
The system may or may not help us
If I loose Petra my chances of survival drop considerably
Please help me to save my life and Petra’s
I am not going into details about all the many problems we face and suffer from, nor try to explain the truth I have learned about myself and all this because, as much as I have a need to tell someone so as to not feel totally overwhelmed I understand that the reality is simply too much for most people to deal with as many components reside outside the normal range of experience.
I am sorry to be always having problems and always needing help
I pray every day for forgiveness and guidance and strength and to be able to manage my life without needing help.
I have been sick for quite a number of years without knowing it and it has effected my mood my reasoning my behavior my emotions and my physical body organs and brain.
Please help us be able to relocate to a more stabile place to enable me to work toward the assistance and entitlements I require now and in the future.
I don’t know what else to say other than thank you, I am sorry, and please.
With much love,
I included some photos of Petra’s wounds and myself sick
And here is her compassionate reply
It should be obvious from her reply that she has no intention of helping us
Personally I find it painful that someone how could easily care about our plight but chooses to not care and not communicate leaving us the trauma suffered one less resource to turn to for love understanding and possible support
Like cancer morgellons is painful and fatal
I apologize for not answering sooner. I have explained our financial circumstances to you before. We live comfortably in our old age (as we are fortunate to be able to do)’ because of your father’s pension, my pension, and social security. We have worked hard for these benefits. We do not live extravagantly by any means. What comes in goes out for living expenses, condo fee, car, etC., etc. We have some left over to go out to lunch, dinner a play or movie. We haven’t taken a trip in years. I have my own account for emergencies. I have to have cataract surgery soon and Medicaid pays 80 percent and I’ll have to come up with the rest. EMERGENCIES! They happen. You have to prepare for them. If I knew where to send you a check now and then, I probably could do that. Also to send a package. But I don’t know if you’ve gotten our packages and/or gift cards. I’m not sending a check to some amorphous box or that you depend on someone else to retrieve for you.
Your main purpose now is to get disability. You can’t postpone appointments, even if Petra asks you to. GET DISABILITY, TRY AS HARD AS YOU CAN. Then maybe you can get housing. It is all very hard, I know, but you have to take control of this, using all the resources open to you and all the professionals willing to help you. Don’t send me any more pathetic photos. I hurt enough. Love, mom
Sent from my iPad
(She has an iPad! I can’t afford dinner nor a movie nor a play
She returned from Florida recently
It just hurts to be do soundly and coldly refused and diss missed and made a nonperson
Just like the perps do while gangstalking
To his credit, my father has helped out when he can and for quite some time
He is a good man
May god bless him for not abandoning me
She abandoned and belittled me since I was a child
I believe they choose her as an adoptive mother because of her particular set of strengths and weaknesses
I know I should not complain
So people have no one and nothing
I have still a great many blessings to be thankful for and I try to remember to be grateful to god
But it still hurts to be in such a difficult situation in life because people decided to do horrible things to you and you were incapable of resisting these techniques and technologies and drugs and you were changed and blamed and even believed it
My god forgive me for my mistakes and sins
May he bless me and all those who suffer and need his love
And may he help me to forgive those that hurt and murder me and those I live
And allow me peace and healing
And care for me and love me and show me how to live him
Blessings and peace