I have been a victim and target.Can you please help me, I have been sexually assaulted, tortured!I have reported rape to police, nothing has been done, they call me crazy…

an email I got from a targeted individual looking for help and answers.

I have been a victim and target of this for at least 8 months and have no clue who to contact.

Can you please help me, I have been sexually assaulted, tortured, am told it is a hysterectomy and cervadil …but I hear them and feel pain, they seem to have a wiretap in my basement and say I have a microchip and FBI earpiece.

They talk to me and I have reported rape to police, nothing has been done, they call me crazy.

Angela

What could I tell her?

I sent her this email.

I was feeling sick and under attack so I couldn’t really go into it but that is my advice.

I know there is more but I am to tired…

(I wish and pray that I can help people somehow, and glorify GOD in the process)

 

(READERS, Please comment here with your good advice please:)

Dear Angela,

I only wish I could make it stop for you and everyone!

Please pray to God and Christ and any good entities to assist and protect you.

Try to be grateful for everything.

Try to remain calm and rational as best you can. Medication can be helpful.

Record/video everyone who fucks with you and post it for all to see.

They are fucking with your mind and body and you are likely being drugged with various things including LSD like stuff over time so it builds up.

Make peace with yourself, with your creator, with whoever.

Accept the fact that you may well die eventually as a result of what is being done.

Do your best not to allow FEAR to control you.

Remember WHO YOU ARE!

Choose sides. are you evil or are you for God/good/love?

Reach out to other targets/victims.

Be careful of the perps who pose as victims and attempt to make helping yourself harder.

Post your story and feelings and evidence whereever you are able.

Try not to be completely isolated

Be careful when driving, walking, eating, etc.

Get a legal weapon for self defense. (if you have a GUN license and are trained to use it great) Mace/pepper spray a personal siren alarm with blinding light even a personal taser/shocker.

 

If you go to any doctors or psychs, DO NOT TELL THEM ABOUT HEARING VOICES IN YOUR HEAD as they will mark you as schizophrenic and that will be that.

Tell them only about your symptoms not how you got that way (unless you find someone who KNOWS, cares and is NOT involved)

(If you have a therapist, you can decide to speak with them or not. speaking to others who understand helps.)

You are being TRAUMATIZED and must work to heal yourself whenever possible.

(I was told that due to an old law, all HOSPITALS are legally considered MILITARY BASES. If true, keep it in mind)

 

If I am correct, you may have been implanted with tracking and remote neural monitoring technology either microchip, morgellons or other (quantum dots?)

If this is true (and I feel it is) then they (your tormentors) may well be receiving bio-telemetry that would allow them to:

SEE WHAT YOU SEE THROUGH YOUR EYES

HEAR WHAT YOU HEAR

READ OUT YOUR THOUGHTS, OR AT LEAST YOUR SUB-VOCALIZED SPEECH,

PULL UP MEMORIES, ERASE MEMORIES, (IMPLANT MEMORIES?)

USE HYPNOTIC TECHNOLOGY TO PROGRAM YOU WHILE YOU SLEEP

MANIPULATE YOUR NEUROTRANSMITTER LEVELS

CAUSE YOU PAIN

CAUSE YOU TO HAVE ANY EMOTION THEY DESIRE (RECORDED FROM ANOTHER AND PLAYED BACK INTO/OVER YOU)

AMPLIFY YOUR EMOTIONS UNTIL THEY ARE TOO STRONG TO HANDLE

DESTROY CELLULAR FUNCTION, TARGET ORGANS, EYES, BRAIN, ETC.

CHANGE YOUR GENETIC DNA AND ADD ‘FOREIGN’ GENES TO YOUR DNA TO ENABLE THE TECHNOLOGY

MONITOR YOUR DREAMS/ PUT INFORMATION INTO YOUR DREAMS

POSSIBLY EVEN SEND VISUAL DATA TO YOUR BRAIN TO HAVE YOU SEE “ENHANCED” REALITY OVER-LAID WITH THEIR VISUAL DATA (sort of like Google glasses)

They seem to be able to read your thoughts and respond to them before you finish.

Remember all this and do your best not to let them fool you.

Try to get a small secret  video surveillance thingy to monitor your home and you as you sleep, etc.

They sometimes use knockout gas and knockout electromagnetics.

They may have vibrational changing stealth technology so they can be out of phase with our dimension able to move about and interact with us in the normal vibration world as invisible beings.
It may be military.

They use terrorist cell structure to their assets.

 

Also, there may be “interdimentional” beings involved, satanists, black magic, possession by spirits, curses, and the like.

It may be real, theater, or both.

(Again remember who you are and what you stand for.)

There may be an “alien” aspect to this. You may see things and beings most people do not believe exist.

Try to have witness/video if possible.

Keep in mind that it may be real or it may be in your mind or it may be a trick,

Again, witnesses and video evidence can help.

If you can find any law enforcement to listen to your story, keep trying…

Remain calm, document everything you can and tell them a story they can understand. (Sometimes better to present this outrageous monstrosity in little bite-size pieces easy to digest for a sceptical public.)

Some police are part of this, some are not.

I had one police tell me he knew about this and told me he believes powerful people are working to collapse this country.

Again, information warfare is the order of the day, so remember everything you see hear or read is there to confuse everyone and lead them away from the reality and into fighting with each other.

Keep in touch.

God bless you.

I am sorry if this does not really help you much.

I wish I had  more.

Blessings and Peace.

Some added information from Petra:

Most of us have been aware for quite some time that we are living in a surveillance World. There are cameras everywhere, some admitted to, others are not.

When I revealed to an acquaintance of mine who was like me a regular – well more or less – in a popular New York City hang with a history that was especially worth experiencing in what is known to those in the Bar and Restaurant business and the Music, Club and Entertainment industry as the “After Hours” or more clearly to them the “After Work Hours” that I had been thinking for some time about taking the readout of a brainwave encephallo graph, connecting it to a synthesizer and to thus directly transpose the vibrations of a human being’s thought and emotional energy into music he responded very matter-of-factly: “Sorry to have to tell you this, Petra, but the CIA is way ahead of you!” He had like me a special interest in sound and sound engineering and over the years  we had many wonderful conversations about the subject, which have inspired me a great deal.

Some time ago I had some ambitions in sound engineering, recording, arranging, composing, also film making and post production a.k.a. video editing, special fx, animation otherwise known as multimedia. I went to Parsons, where they put me through their most affordable program, Graphic Design w electives, which got me in a lot of debt. It took me double the time to complete the program, mostly due to financing and substandard  living related reasons most privileged folks would not quite understand. As soon as I began walking through the hallowed halls of the most prestigious of the design colleges associated no less with the “New School of Social Research” I could feel viscerally in every pore of my being that I didn’t quite belong here. I decided I would stay anyway and get the best out of it because it was better than working for Corporate helping other people make money while wasting my life away. All the “we are like a big family in this company” talk I ever heard was basically bullshit. That was just to get you motivated while you were of use to them. Even though I was working in the advertising industry as an Executive Assistant I might have as well worked for a bank. It wasn’t any better, more progressive or colorful there. I didn’t believe in the buying and selling of air time nor did I ever enjoy watching or listening to commercials. To this day I find redundancy abhorrent. It creates what one of the advertising people themselves told me “Negative Rememberance”.

While at Parsons I repeatedly received comments that I probably would never get anywhere with my Art or Design work because I insisted too much on doing my own thing and didn’t show enough reverence to the already currently established designers or artists. Of course this wasn’t so. I was simply trying to be the best possible designer / artist I could be. One professor was especially tough with me and delighted in ripping me down in front of the entire class while everyone else was quivering in anxious silence while secretly being so glad that at least it was me who received the public reaming and not them. My mistake: I had shown him my work, which was good, but not of his discipline or field, it was epic and, well, film. He said: “Well that’s what happens when people from other disciplines enter our (Graphic Design) program…” What he meant by that was unclear. Another one of his comments: “Well, you already know how to do everything, don’t you, Petra, you just need the degree…” Equally as direct I would now answer back to him in retrospect: “No, just a really good excuse to dedicate a few years of my life to nothing other than art.” He did, however, give me a veiled compliment even while in the middle of a hateful rant against me. He called me the “Halo Queen” because I used a picture of myself in my work, that indicated that I was “inspired”… a Russian photographer had taken it in the 1980s.

One sympathetic professor asked what had happened when I missed a few classes. I said: “A major bedbug infestation, full time job to exterminate it is what made me fall behind in my course work.” He asked: “Do you have some of those bites on you right now?” I rolled up my sleeves and showed him a bunch of juicy red and very swollen welts. “They itch terribly, they flare back up sometimes when you only graze against them and of course whenever you get bitten anew, it sets off the whole histamine reaction all over again.” “May I touch?” he said to make sure I didn’t just paint them on to clamor for attention… The bites passed inspection. He was convinced that they were real. I continued to describe all that was necessary to fight those damn things, all clothes in plastic, garment bags, endless washing, spraying, everything that’s books or paper, too. Maybe closing up all the holes in the walls would help, but there are just too many. He smiled warmly and said: “At first I thought you needed counseling, but don’t worry, I won’t send you there, they would never understand  something like that, they just wouldn’t.”

And this is also how I feel regarding the medical profession as a whole and especially the field of psychiatry, the “scientists of the soul” who oftentimes are too academic, too clinically detached and theoretical in their approach to even understand what such a thing actually is… The days of Dr. Freud (Dr. Joy) were quite different in that regard. Do not expect much help from them. They can be useful only as witnesses and perhaps for insurance claim information. Under any circumstances stay away from a diagnosis that could be used to hurt you such as “Schizophrenia”, “Paranoid Schizophrenia” or anything that labels you as a “Psychotic”. When you talk to them stay as bare bones Newtonian Physics as possible. (Just because they’ve diagnosed you “paranoid” doesn’t mean that they’re not following you, or better even “stalking” you, “gang-stalking” you for Christ’s sakes, believe me, he would understand! In a detached, compartmentalized society that as such could easily be called “schizophrenic” in itself someone could be called “Psychotic” for screaming out after being hit, and a “Sociopath” for showing no response whatsoever, or was that the “Borderline Personality.” I must familiarize myself with the latest version of the DSM, they keep changing and updating it constantly.

Given the current political climate and the “no nonsense” pragmatism of some of our administrators you never know what could happen to you a few years down the road. They may deem you incompetent which is an easy way to get rid of anyone they consider a “problem”. Once you’re sick enough from enduring their tortures they may tell you that you will never get any Disability benefits without the diagnosis that gives them the insurance policy of not having to admit to their involvement because after all you are “crazy” now and therefore must not be taken seriously – and case closed.

They have taken the “Jungian” idea of the “collective unconsciousness” to an extreme, that makes any individual who cherishes their independence, their personal space and – hmmm – their privacy and relative freedom of choice regarding their own body, mind and soul shudder!!!

The “Mysterious” as Albert Einstein called it, the source of so many wonderful inspirations and ideas has been turned profane and made annoyingly invasive ever since we have all been hive-minded together with the help of technology, secret technology of course known only to those privileged or rich enough to have been entrusted with it, the “self-appointed Gods and Godesses” as I call them.

Imagine now for a second you were one of those privileged people equipped with such surveillance technology even if only the regular kind, audio and video. Whom would you rather watch, the average Johns and Janes who get up in the morning, shower, shave, make breakfast, rush off to work to return in the evening for an easy dinner, a little television and then off to sleep – well what’s to watch there, really? – or those more interesting people who actually are worth watching and who might even have some interesting things to say. You guessed it. You are in the latter category. I think you are for real because you have that genuine “What the fuck is going on?” perplexed look on your face that reminds me  of myself during the induction phase. Rejoice, at least you’re among the more interesting people!!!

Question: What kind of Doctors are you seeing? They don’t consider a remotely performed hysterectomy RAPE? How is that even done? That would be RAPE as well as Mutilation. Are they remotely sexually stimulating you? I’ have experienced such things as well, however I was delighted when someone, a real man like Timothy, finally came forward and proposed to me face to face rather than just secretly fantasizing about me. I had picked him and he answered. I had some issues to work out at first and so did he.

There was this other guy who hung out in front of people’s doors at the SRO to eavesdrop because he had no life. I noticed the attention I was getting, and not from him alone. As a performer I can always tell when someone is watching me even remotely. He was extremely programmed and only partially aware of it. After a while I was wondering what was going on here on a larger scale. I was pissed my best friend and confidante had not warned me that this guy had “problems” before I became infatuated with him – showed how well she was paying attention… Obviously this thing wasn’t going anywhere. I began thinking that perhaps he was being used like a “Manchurian Candidate” to get to me so we could both be kept eternally frustrated, only to get together sometime after we were both properly rehabilitated, which would of course never happen, because look who was doing the rehabilitating: People who prefer to stay clinically distant and unavailable so they can maintain a “Power Differential”.

I wish you love, I wish you peace. It’s a lot easier to face this “Targetting” if you have someone you can A) be intimate with (of course with them watching….) and B) laugh at the Watchers together with. Even when I was alone facing this I knew I was being loved, but having someone physically there makes it easier. Don’t allow them to walk all over you, stand up to them! It’s like a dance. Traditionally one would ask: “Do you wanna dance?” Then the other one could say either “Yes” or “No”. These people are saying: “I wanna dance and I’m dancing all over you whether you like it or not.  Don’t let them! Practice meditation, control your thoughts and states of consciousness. When you’re focused they can’t do anything!

I’ve always been able to rip myself out of an oncoming “dream state” if I didn’t like the content. “Hypnotists” who tried to forcibly put me under have failed. They were used to working with a willing audience at a staged event. “I can hypnotize anyone!” he said menacingly, the guy who called himself “Daniel Dante”. “Well try me, you can’t hypnotize me!” I replied. He tried long and hard, he really tried. After a five minute staring match his eyes crossed over themselves and I forced him to look within. Twenty minutes passed. Next he tried MONEY. “Do you want to make 300 bucks?”he boasted while flashing three brand-new crisp Benjamin Franklins. “I have a great loft space right around the corner from here…” I politely declined.

Why do all these people stay hidden? Perhaps they’re so afraid of possible rejection that they prefer to not even try or they have other shortcomings, maybe guilt that makes them feel unlovable. Point is: It’s you they want, but of course you can’t accommodate them all… Be aware of this though, it should empower you. Don’t let the Doctors fool you either. They can’t tell you what it means to be a woman. Hey, it’s not easy. I wasn’t happy about it. If I’ve lived before – and I think I have – this is the first time in a long time that I haven’t been a man. A lot of people had a difficult time figuring that one out since I prefer men just as I have before, however, my favorite kind is the kind with more than a little femininity in them. That’s the perfect match.

My neck hurts now from doing all this writing unsupported by my ergonomically perfect chair (which is downstairs below the loft bed in which I am now sitting) one of the few remainders of my former life, the audio video studio I once owned… So I’m saying Good Night and Be Well!