as I make public my experiences and pain as a targeted individual, frequently, I receive messages like the following one.
Timothy, I believe you suffer from a classic case of schizophrenia and pattern finding syndrome.
You try to establish patterns in random events to make sense of things, when in actual fact there is no pattern whatsoever. For example, you see a man in a suit one day. If you see the same man 2, 3, or maybe even 4 weeks later you may come to the conclusion that the man is following, stalking or harassing you.
This is not the case. Not to mention the likelihood of the onset of hallucinations, paranoia etc. Common symptoms of schizophrenia are auditory hallucinations, paranoid or bizarre delusions, or disorganized speech and thinking, and significant social or occupational dysfunction. This is exactly hat you seem to be experiencing.
Please seek help, for example a therapist, as soon as possible.
Also, a lot of your videos (the “TimothyTrespas: targeted individual testimony” videos) are in the related videos section of a very popular video, so don’t be discouraged at the skeptical, hateful or abusive comments left on them.
Message: I appreciate your desire to explain away my testimony as madness.
and I only wish that were the case.
I have been in therapy for depression and adhd since I was a child.
if it were only in my mind, then medication and therapy would help.
however, since I am not the only person who witnessed and experienced these events, than they must be true.
It becomes more and more difficult to ‘explain away’ such things as it becomes obvious that you are being screwed with.
in fact, many of the gang stalkers and harassers delighted in telling us just how badly they were messing with us, about how much drugs they were dosing us with, about our sexual behavior, and basically about everything we did.
attempts were made to turn petra and I against each other.
first they drugged her.
I thought she was crazy. a psychotic break. textbook symptoms.
but when they drugged me as well, it was clear something outside of ourselves was going on.
the frequent break ins to our room, the insects everywhere. the objects shooting from the tops of our heads were seen by other people.
it was important enough that my phone had water put inside and the memory card w the videos was missing.
later on the perps were speaking so we could hear them about how they destroyed the phone, etc.
it goes on and on and on.
I have people get angry with me for my story.
because, IF TRUE, it represents a huge threat to the way people have been programmed to believe reality is.
open your mind to these possibilities.
what if what I am saying IS in fact, true?
is it possible that such insane things are in fact going on?
after my experience, petras experience, and 3 years of research and speaking with others who have undergone or are still undergoing the same torture and testing of mind control and microwave weapons, I must conclude that this is real.
It took me 2 years before I could believe the facts that were in front of me.
this is a difficult road to travel.
and when you discover bits of truth that seem to point to some incredibly horrendous human experimentation world-wide by a dark sector of the military intelligence, industrial, medical and academic world, and the conspiracy required to pull it of, you have to wonder: where is this going?
what kind of a world are we building with these tools and secret testing?
do some research, read some postings by other targeted individuals, learn about counter-intelligence programs and how they operate.
you will find the common threads and realize that the system is designed to protect itself.
and that you are reacting the way you have been programmed to react. by dismissing it as mental illness.
the program is designed to do just that.
drugs that mimic mental illness.
and people calling us ‘crazy’ in front of others.
Th is is how it is done. gas-lighting.
thank you for your concern.
I am offering you an opportunity to wake up from the preprogrammed reality given to you by the matrix.
open your eyes, use your mind and heart and believe what you know to bee true.
look into my eyes and tell me if you think I am insane or a lier.
Ask yourself: if these events were to happen to YOU, how would YOU deal with the many people who call you ‘crazy’?
Also, schizophrenia does not just happen to anyone at any time. it is mostly discovered around age 20-25. I am 45 years old. I have been diagnosed with adhd, depression, and post traumatic stress disorder. Believe me, if tis were only a mental problem, I would be pleased as it could be controlled. however it is REAL and therefore I am not able to control it in any way.
Blessings and peace.
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